As you may already know I am on the Eve of a deployment. My goal is to document what goes on for someone like me with a home, a husband, and three beautiful children I will be leaving behind. Since I am a traditional reservist this separation has caused all types of anxiety.
Slowly I have plugged away at each anxiety trigger faced the issue and have come to a point where I have to let go and let those who will be helping and supporting my family while I am gone, do exactly that, help. It is so hard for me to relinquish that type of control to others but I have realized that it is out of love and sincere kindness that they are there.
My job now is to get over to where I am going and give all that energy to my mission. I am sure with the precedent that my life has set for me I am in for a very interesting journey. I hope that you read along and see what it is like to have this type of commitment and it's effects on me, my family, and my friends.
Slowly I have plugged away at each anxiety trigger faced the issue and have come to a point where I have to let go and let those who will be helping and supporting my family while I am gone, do exactly that, help. It is so hard for me to relinquish that type of control to others but I have realized that it is out of love and sincere kindness that they are there.
